One of the most helpful parts of being in the Creative Writing department is the buddy collaboration program. At the beginning of the year, everyone gets paired with someone else, often a senior with a younger student. It’s designed mostly for freshmen, since coming into a new department can feel overwhelming, and having someone older to guide you makes the transition easier. But even as a sophomore, I found the program really valuable. Having a senior partner gave me someone I could rely on, someone who had already been through what I was experiencing. It’s not just about getting advice—it’s about feeling less alone as you figure out your place in the department.
My senior buddy this year was Filip. I was friends with him from last year, so he was approachable and easy to work with, which made our collaboration less intimidating. We decided to work together on a short film project, something that pushed both of us creatively. We spent hours brainstorming, filming, and editing, and by the end, we had created something we were proud of. At least, we thought so—until the moment came to actually share it with the class.
That’s when fear hit. Both of us started second-guessing everything. Our biggest worry was the plot. Did our short film even have enough of one? We had put a lot of effort into visuals, atmosphere, and mood, but was there a clear story? Would people sit there confused when it ended? These questions spun around in my head right before our presentation. Walking intoclass, I felt like my stomach had dropped. Suddenly, all the hours of work seemed small compared to the simple fact that we had to put it in front of everyone.
When it was finally time, we pressed play. The lights dimmed, and the video began. I was bracing for the worst, but something shifted almost immediately. I stopped focusing on my doubts and started noticing the room. My classmates were actually leaning in. They were paying attention. They were giving our film the space to be seen. For a few minutes, I forgot about the nerves and just watched with them.
When it ended, I expected silence or confusion, but instead we got support. People asked thoughtful questions and gave feedback that was constructive rather than critical. They treated our work like it mattered, even if it wasn’t perfect. That was the moment my fear turned into assurance—not because I suddenly believed our film was flawless, but because I realized the community around me cared more about effort and creativity than perfection.
Having Filip beside me made a difference too. He was just as nervous, but knowing I wasn’t presenting alone made it easier to breathe. We could laugh about our nerves afterward, which made the whole experience feel lighter, and the classes’ reactions reassured us that our hard work wasn’t a waste.
Looking back, I think assurance doesn’t come from knowing your project is perfect—it comes from knowing you’re surrounded by people who want to see you grow. That’s what the buddy program gave me, and that’s what the Creative Writing department as a whole continues to provide: a community where sharing feels safe.










